Embarrassed And Confused

Between Christmas and New Year while we were on break I went by to see if my best friend wanted to go shopping with me.
She and her mother had already gone shopping but her dad was home.
He offered me something to drink and we chatted for a while then it became obvious he was flirting with me. I was flattered since I’d always considered him to be very handsome so I didn’t resist when he leaned over kissing me on the cheek. When I didn’t say anything he turned me and kissed me on the mouth.
We kissed a few times then he quickly pulled my skirt up running he hand between my legs. I immediately said ohhhh Mr. ______ we can’t do that but he started fingering me.
When he started unzipping his pants I said Nooooo !!! not really meaning it and he made love to me.
A couple of weeks later I missed my period so when I was a week late I took a pregnancy test which showed I’d gotten pregnant.
I haven’t told anyone but I’m about 8 weeks along and will be showing before long.
I don’t want to cause him any problems so I’m just going to keep it a secret who the father is but I’m sure he will put two and two together. I’m not sure how he will feel about it so I’m a little confused how to handle it.