A Change Of Heart

I had a boss who got on my case so bad about not fulfilling my birth duty to have children. I wasn't married, but never mind. I was career oriented, but never mind. I was 28, he was against women turning 30 without children. He ignored all my arguments, and since I didn't have a husband he stepped in and impregnated me.

The first months were psychologically difficult, but as my stomach grew bigger and bigger I started bonding with the baby. I went into a nesting frenzy, wanting only the best for my baby. I put a lot of pressure on him to give me more and more money. With my baby in arms I breast fed, and when my 12 weeks maternity was up I was not ready. I threw a tantrum, until he let me stay home with my baby.

At 12 months after I stopped breast feeding I wanted another baby. Again he stepped in because I don't have a husband. This second pregnancy was easy, I went crazy with my second baby, a girl. I'm not working, I'm playing with my baby. My son is now in preschool in the mornings.

I know I had aspirations for a career, but now that I have kids I don't ever want to leave them. I decided that for my kids I will be better off marrying their father.