Craving Cock

It's been a long time since I've had a cock to suck. I'm married to a woman who would never understand. I had a suck buddy in the past who passed away years ago.
I had a few gay friends before marriage and needless to say, I learned to love cock anyway I could get it.

I go to the gym regularly hoping to strike up a conversation with someone who would like a blow job.
Hasn't happened yet, I cruse truck stops for cock but I'm very straight looking, and afraid to start a conversation. Especially coming onto someone.

I need a long dick, I want gagged down my throat.
I need a good fcuking in my mouth deep and without any care for me just a good fuck for him.
I want to lay on my back head hanging over the bed as I'm pounded deeply in my throat.
Hopefully as another guy holding my legs back as he's having his way filling my ass.
Getting fucked by one, while taking it deep in my throat.
Both just fcuking me like a little whore...

Wish me luck with my search for a good fuck.