Sexual Experience With 53yo Lady.

On reflection this was abuse but way back then i didnt realize and enjoyed it. Happened when i was 15 but there were encounters prior to this because she would leave her door open after showering. Thing is she was my adopted mom and spoilt me . I soon realized this was arousing her as well as myself so i would watch discreetly and masturbate. I wasnt sexually experienced but one Sun i got soo frustrated while watching i offered to dry her back. She agreed and nervously i began. I got even more aroused rubbing against her bottom to the extent she suggested i slip off my shorts. Vividly i remember us hugging, touching and her stroking my penis. I then followed her to her bedroom where we got into bed naked and she taught me sex. Mom guided me inside her and it was amazing feeling her warmth as we began having sex and before long ejaculating on another level. We had regular sex and i would get soo aroused being naked in bed with an attractive 53 yo Lady. Yes i could have reported her but at this age i was enjoying sex with her and nobody ever found out. She wasnt blood, i dont agree with i****t but in my circumstances i would encourage sex with someone much older providing it was fully consensual.