First Gay Thoughts At 36!

Some years ago I was married and then was cheated on. This kinda sent me into a spiral and I got depressed and gained weight becoming basically a shut in except for work. I’ve made strides in the weight loss and have been frequenting a gym almost daily extra early in the morning before work for a few months like 330 to 4am because I prefer it as empty as possible.

Well there is a guy there most days when I’m there tall, pretty fit, lighter skin black guy. Usually just the 2 of us some days a straggler or 2. We talk exchange pleasantries. But he was always super complimentary toward me. “Looking good” “seeing results” etc.
I just thought he was a gym bro type trying to motivate the fat guy to keep going. Which I appreciate and it actually worked.

Lately tho his comments have gotten more flirty I think they’re flirty anyway. “Get to see your pretty face today I see” “I see them squats are working” and he’s also has been more handsy asking to spot me, feel my shoulders, my pecs for progress and such and I won’t lie it feels nice to be noticed. He’s kinda slowly doing more pushing it a little each time I guess. I just filed it under gym bro.

However last time I was there he kinda went for it. I was bent over a lil putting weights up and he said let me squeeze by you right quick. He had plenty of room but He put both hands on my hips and and ran his dick across my ass kinda stopping for a second or two. I looked back at him over my shoulder and he was just smiling and gave me a head nod. I didn’t realize until I saw myself in the mirror but I was grinning like crazy and was pretty turned on.

Now I can’t quit thinking about it and fantasizing about it. I guess I’m really starved for sex and didn’t know it. I want him bad.

But I just don’t know what to expect. Any “straight” or straight ish guys hook up with another guy have advice? Any regrets? Cause if he actually goes for it I probably will.