My First Experience

My cousin showed me a knife. He said if I told anyone about it, he'd show me how it was used, then made little motions with it.

He took me outside, said he wanted to try something he saw in a movie. He lefte to the back of a broken down car. His brother was waiting there for us.

He pulled me into the back seat. Shut the door. His brother climbed into the front seat and turned around, positioning himself between the seats and peering back at us. The arm was down so when the brother pulled his cock out, we could watch him masturbating to us.

The main cousin pushed me down onto the incredibly hot seat. The cushions were soft, almost like a corduroy texture. He started undressing me, peeled my panties and shoes off. He took his pants off and climbed on top of me.

He slid his dick onto my slit. He rutted against me. I watched his little brother jerk it and felt the big brother push his dick inside of me. I couldn't stop moving and started to push back on him. I moaned. Like a complete slut, I moaned for him and tried wrapping my legs around him, but he was moving too much.

We fucked for a solid 30-40 minutes before we were caught by another cousin. She brought us in, we got punished for being kissing cousins.

I invited the boys back to the bathroom to watch me pee. I spread myself for them and watched them fondle themselves while I pissed.

I thought about this for years after. Write a letter once to him asking to do it again, saying how amazing it felt and how much I loved him. Never gave him the letter.