I'm Hung Up On Her, But The Way To Her Heart Is Via Her Husband

I met this woman at work after I took a position there as GC. We hit it off, but she was married and totally devoted to her husband. She is a woman who was taken sexually by her husband before she was old enough to recognize her true leanings. She responded to me, including physical approaches, came to my place on Saturday, we kissed on the couch, titty play, but she drew the line on oral sex. She went home and told her husband.

I lost my V card to him several weeks later, trying to get close to her in the bed in a threesome. Any hand play, kisses, titty play, sexual inuendo, but won't go down on me, or visa versa. She'll open up wide for him, adopt a butt up position. He likes 'forcing' me, taking me in front of her.

I am lost, as to why I even let him have me, and why she won't go all the way with me. But this weekend, I spent the night in bed with them, and he took his macho dick to me, again. All that kissing, titty kissing, to end up with a dick inside me.