Yearly Fix

Very short and simple confession.

I'm straight. Married to a wonderful woman. Pretty healthy sex life to boot.

About once a year, I feel a need. A need to take a dick. I don't have any attraction to men. Don't suck dick, gross!! No feeling or affection whatsoever but about once a year or so, I enjoy, very much, going to see a gay friend, no bullshit, no oral anything. Just cleaning before I go, laying face down on his bed, lubing up while he puts on the rubber and letting him fuck me.

The pain that turns to pleasure. His dirty talk, the feeling of his dick sliding in and out and the grunts and feeling of my whole body moving to the pace of his thrusts. Then the throbbing of his dick as deep as he can be while he empties balls.

It "rights" me and I'm right for another year or so. It's just a need. My anual fix.