I Cannot Stop

I have been married for five years. We are no longer sexually active. I don’t really understand why this is the case. He is a better than average looking guy. I think I am at least average as well.

A few months ago, in a terrible lapse of judgement, I fucked a younger guy from work. It happened, then again, then again, then again. You get the picture. Then one time, he was fucking me at his apartment and he tells me his friend is coming over soon. He wants to fuck me too. I am bent over the couch getting fucked doggie style and I hear his car pull up. I closed my eyes, kept taking the fucking and listened to the friend walk in the door. I am naked, tits on either side of the couch arm and my panties on one ankle. I hear them talking. He walks up, spanks my ass and I hear him open a condom. Before I could get ready, he spanks my ass again and drives balls deep into me. I moaned like a wounded animal. He grabbed my hair and began to ram fuck me. He kept spanking me. Then the first guy sits on the armrest of the couch and makes me suck him. Then out of my mouth comes these words - fuck my married pussy and mouth. I was in another world. I was possessed. These boys had found my inner whore and let her out. They finally switched places. The guy takes off his condom and shoves his cock in my mouth. A minute later he filled it with his cum. The original guy did the same. This has happened at least five times.

Fast forward to yesterday. I went home with two guys from my gym. They did the same to me. I was a slut that needed to be fucked and they took it all from me. I still do not understand why my husband doesn’t desire me like these other men do.

Comments

Anonymous

by Anonymous on Mar 20, 2025 at 1:53 AM

Look for a discussion with husband. Then there are two options for you as a couple ...
However keep us informed about yr cheating progress

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Seagull57

by Seagull57 on Mar 20, 2025 at 3:50 AM

Bethany, I can think of two reasons.
First, your husband has probably figured out that you're an unfaithful slut and is amassing enough evidence for a quick and easy divorce. How does he know? After five years, he knows your routines. Just as you know his. He hears all of the excuses, working late, drinks with the girls, all day shopping trips where you don't buy anything; but he knows your getting fucked! He also notices the shower running immediately after you get home and the extra loads of laundry that you do to cover the just fucked smell on your clothing!
Second, he may have found a slut of his own and doesn't care that you're cheating! Either way, you should talk to him.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Mar 20, 2025 at 4:34 AM

If you guys are early 30s he has already been fuckung someone else too. That is why he stopped fucking you.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Mar 20, 2025 at 5:22 AM

My wife and I stopped having sex several years after marriage and we talked about it. Basically, I was just bored with vanilla sex. She asked if I was ok with her seeing others for sex. I was fine with it as long as no people we know are involved and she is discreet about it. She wasn’t willing to let me see others, which seems ok since I was the one declining sex. Watching her have sex is a great turn on for me. I don’t go out with her on her dates, but if she brings a guy home and they allow me to watch, I will masturbate watching them, and I’m always the first to cum. My role is provider, my reward is licking her clean after sex. This works great for us, but some guys might not be ok with it. You need to talk with your husband to be sure where he’s at, finding you getting gangbanged without expecting it can sometimes make a husband angry.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Mar 20, 2025 at 9:35 AM

Talk to your husband he may be a cuckold and needs training to learn he loves cum and cock as much as you.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Mar 20, 2025 at 11:37 PM

The entire situation is in my control, but my pussy holds all of the cards. I cannot even explain how difficult it is to say no, knowing without any effort my pussy will be satisfied in some form.

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athensgold124

by athensgold124 on Mar 21, 2025 at 3:47 AM

Perhaps your hubby wants the two guys who fucked you?

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athensgold124

by athensgold124 on Mar 21, 2025 at 6:23 AM

Aman who has a loving wife and won't make love anymore either has a medical condition or has a woman or man on the side.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Mar 21, 2025 at 11:25 AM

For sure you should continue the extramarital sex. He just should be informed that you are doing it. Most husbands would be fine with it. Tell him while giving him a hand job (wear a disposable medical glove while doing it, it shows his penis is “substandard”). Tell him you’d like him to watch, and that you still love him “as a friend, just not as a sexual partner”. He’ll let you continue to masturbate him, tell him that if he’s able to come that will show he is ok with your new direction. He’ll orgasm, trust me.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Mar 26, 2025 at 4:01 PM

The two guys from the gym and some other guys from their softball team invited to join them at a game. I know why they invited me, but I am an uncontrolled slut now. I knew they would all want something after the game. I sat there patiently (freezing my ass off through a double header). Once the games ended, they invited me back to Jake’s house. They asked me what I was down for and I told them anything. Twelve dicks later and I was a messy, satisfied and very torn up girl. I went home, looked in the mirror and laughed at what I had become.

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