A Lesbian Housewife

I have always had 'latent' lesbian attributes. Looking back it was pretty obvious, but I was raised to get married and have a family. Not once growing up was homosexuality a topic of discussion. I thought I was picky, until the right man came along. I was married at twenty, still in school, to a 'much older and experienced' man. I can safely say, my wedding night was the beginning of my nightmare.

This man had single minded expectations, sex and children, homemaking housewife. As a wife I had no room for any other relationship, as a husband a long list of girlfriends was his prerogative. Always the same, I didn't 'give' him sex, he might as well gave an ironing board in bed with him.

In my early thirties, with three children in elementary and preschool, I was visiting another mother and she showed me a Penthouse magazine. My first ever sight of porn. We went through the magazine page by page admiring the girls, methodically commenting on their curves with special attention to their breasts. For the first time I felt 'wet'.

When she suggested we show each other our breasts I was attacked by a nervous freeze. She undressed, holding my face between her breasts, before undressing me and gently sucking my nipples and caressing my breasts. I was WET. We lay back on the bed, the magazine fell to the floor and we kisses, caressed, fingered, and eventually tasted the forbidden fruit. I had found a lover, and reached my first orgasm.

She said 'I knew you were queer, we are two queer housewives, enjoying each other's pussy more than our husbands would ever imagine'. The top was blown off, I was queer, lesbian, and I wasn't sorry about it'.

I told my husband 'I figured out our problem, I was queer' and told him about my afternoon behavior. I was so proud of finally understanding why I couldn't please my husband, he was upset about it. He sent me to a psychologist.

One day shopping in an antique store they had a stack of Penthouse magazines. Among them was the very one my friend had shown me. I took it home to my husband, showed him those girls, those breasts, and he said 'if I had her in front of me I'd fuck her'.

We started watching porn together, girl porn, while he fucked me. He never 'prohibited' me from seeing my friend. I told him what we did, and he got very hard listening, I turned over and he got on my back and fucked me.

To my knowledge he never fucked my girlfriend, he had this one and that one, some I met, others I heard about. One he told me was AC DC, she wanted to eat pussy with his cock in her. I refused to soil my marriage bed.

I'm married, a mother, a housewife. I have a lesbian housewife girlfriend. My husband knows how to get me wet before fucking, and I know I like it better when he is on my back. With a rough pillow under me, I rub myself against it and I have an orgasm.