Understood Age Gayness

I have reached the age were sex drive is slowly going down, it still great when happens and I don’t have much trouble to satisfy my wife but is ever too evident that I’m increasingly in need of something else I have not had in arouns 40 years…

My wife is good enough to didlo my ass every once in a while and finger my ass while riding me, and she must understand very well that I need that a lot because she does it more often as years go by and she asked me a few nights ago where can we find a dick I like, and how would I feel with a good dick in my ass, and we were not having sex, she just asked me out of the blue.

I think we are not too far from accepting the fact that I need dick almost as much as she, and she knows there is someone that can provide us both, he has a really big dick and has lusted her for long, and it seems to me that would also fuck me if we do things the right way…

I really need to feel like a girl again? It’s been too long and and think I will get back to crossdressing as in my teens, I hope my wife can handle a girly me fucking her often