The Man In The Window

So this goes back to COVID. When we were all at home working. I'm single, unattached. I live in a condo complex and across the courtyard from me lives a man. One day as I sat at my kitchen table working I saw him in the window, the blinds were not drawn. There was a younger man with him and he approached the younger man and held his face in his hands and kissed him on the mouth. I stopped working and watched.

The kissing became intense and they both sat on the sofa, I could only see the backs of their heads, but their heads moved back and forth, and then the neighbor rose and took off his shirt and unbuckled his belt and lowered his pants. The other man sat up and took the neighbors cock in his hands and began to give him a blowjob. Throughout the blowjob the neighbor did not sit down, not until after he finished, jerking himself into the man's face.

I watched the other man leave, and I rushed out to see what he looked like, and what car he was in. He was younger than me, but at least in his late twenties. He drove a small Honda and left. I went back into my unit and masturbated until I could no longer masturbate. It was the first time I witnessed two men kissing or performing sexual acts. For weeks I continued to masturbate, hoping upon hope, that another visitor would show up and the blinds would be left open.

I watched for the pattern of my neighbor and when he left to get groceries I followed. I watched him, trying to determine exactly what was my impression. He did not appear gay, or act gay, or dress gay. Was not effeminate. I ran into him by accident and said hello, and said I recognized him and asked if he lived in my complex. He said he had stayed there for a month or so, but he was leaving as the unit belonged to his brother. It was then that I spoke up, and asked him to come over. He hesitated, and I got close to him and told him I had seen him with that man and I wanted to offer myself to him. He agreed to come over.

I insisted that the blinds remain open. I held myself over the kitchen table while he performed anal sex on me. I gave him a blowjob in front of the window. I kissed with him in full view of any passer by. In the end nothing came of it, other than that one afternoon when I behaved badly in the window. I never saw him again, or that younger man either.

The days became weeks and months and then years. And a few weeks ago I saw that man leave his brother's apartment. I opened my window shades and worked at my kitchen table, I want him to see that I'm still here, I'd love to have sex with him one more time.