Another Round Of Lies And Disappearances

A few weeks ago my spouse started coming home later from work. She attenpted to act like she was sober. However been with her long enough 16yrs to know the difference and the way shes acts when she is not sober.

this started to puzzle me. so i asked and she pulled the same stunts she used to pull about me not trusting her and accusing her of things.

We used to drink heavy, so when she is drunk and or high, its easy to p8ck out her mannerisms, i am a very observant person. So body language, speaking, and listening skills are things thst i pick up on, not to mention prior professions required this to perform jobs better.

Additionally, she was way more horny on these nights. it would start with being a few minutes late, 30 minutes late, an hour late, making excuses like oh i left the trash outaide of my office so i have to go back to work to take it out, now its 2 hours late.

we have not had the best of relationship. i know she has cheated on me in the past and recently out of the blue she asked about having an open relationship. trying to put it on me like Do you want to have an open relationship.

Again, adding this up and her past behaviors shes cheating on me once again. My big issue, im taking care of this women paying 90 of her bills. If she was making morr money and eanted to fuck oyher people and let me fuck other people ok. but when all my money goes to taking care of her and she does this, nah, i aint init for that.

To be honest, im only here for ours, but at least im putting in an effort to take care of them. She is gonna find out shortly that two can play this game and when the papers come and requires her to move out ahes gonna find out the hard way that i dont play.