I'm Being More Than Honest, I Need Help Getting Over The Finish Line

Being a woman of principles I have kept myself 'pure' for the right man. I have a graduate degree in tax, work as a tax supervisor for a very large corporation. That is, I'm self supporting and I am buying a townhouse. So why am I here?

I'm addicted to pornography. All kinds, I rotate between straight and lesbian. When I watch two women I get deep feelings in my genitals and finger myself and use a lubricant to arouse my clit. I enjoy triggering orgasms and sometimes I use porn for three or four orgasms one after the other. I am usually totally undressed, except when I'm on my period. I like myself when I'm totally nude, I am more than a little fixated on breasts on women.

I have had periods of certainty that I am lesbian, but revert to straight when I'm not aroused. I'm as pure with a woman as I am with a man. Who wins and gets me is one of my masturbating fantasies. I do wish some man would get it done, and I could move on and become sexually active. This man has to take matters into his own hands, just r**e me. If woman gets there first, well woman r**e me, however that's done.

Well when you see a straight laced woman, remember she's secretly fantasizing today she loses her virginity, man or woman. So go for it, a little r**e never hurt anyone. (sorry, I know that sounds bad, but some women need to be pushed way past their limits). I will never give permission.