Hiding Secrets

I never told anyone about my sexual relationship with my friend as a teen he was gay and we mess around nothing serious grabbing each other but one day we took it further we was in my room in my bed he asked me if i ever let a guy suck my cock maybe i said knowing something was going to happen on what he said if i like him he got closer to me he starts kissing my neck chills goosebumps throughout my body stop i say im not gay you know that he tells me you don’t have to be to want dick he leans in we kiss passionately i want it i say what do you want tell me he says say it dick i want dick i want your dick licking his way down taking off my shorts then boxers he makes me spread my legs open showing my asshole and tongue fucks it it was pure pleasure he then tells me that he is going to fuck me nodding yes biting my lip his fat head tearing my asshole slow baby it hurts i never had dick in me i look at him feels good push it deeper i was in pain but i loved it i begged him to cum in my ass he did 5 times he fucked me i let him enjoy my virgin ass i sucked his cock like never before swallowing his cum we had amazing sex i miss his cock