Party Shame

When I started university it was my first time living away from home. I felt quite out of my depth and desperate to make friends and be popular. It led to promiscuity.

Once at a party I gave blow jobs to a few lads in the kitchen in full view of others. I thought it would make people like me.

Instead all the girls hated me because they thought I was trying to steal their men, and even most of the lads refused to take part and just watched.

I felt terrible after and full of shame. I still think about it.