Crazy Confessions

I'm a 18 yr Female. Well I am not bisexual or lesbian. But when it comes to her i cant control my cravings. She is a very close friend of mine, my roommate yeah. We don't make out often. She has a boyfriend and I'm single by choice. The first night I came to the room she welcomed me and changed in front of me. We had a few makeout sessions subsequently. She loves my body specially my breasts and squeezes them hard, pinches my nipples really badly making me scream in pain. I liked it and i fingered her pussy deep and ever since that day, we share a very good bond like more than a friend. She trusts me a lot and I kind of know her very well.

I love being rough. I love being both a sub and a dom. A sub for older men and a dom for younger men. I idea of being submissive to a old matured 6'2 feet handsome man turns me on like hell. I would want him to control every bit of me like when i eat when i pee when i sleep like he owns me. And with a younger guy i want him to satisfy me, follow my instructions, prey me like a goddess and crave for me every minute.

Well confessing all this here gives me peace.