Want It To Happen

I find that lately I have been getting aroused at the idea of sucking my first dick.
Want to try sucking at a glory hole or maybe hook up with someone off a local ad.
Just want to drop and open his pants, drop them and suck on his balls. Maybe give his crack a rim job. Want to make him really really hot and dripping delicious pre cum.
What do you think? Should I try sucking and taking a load in my mouth?