I Hate Him

My fiancés cousin is an asshole and treats him like a pushover. I have told my fiancé many times to stand up. But baby that’s my cousin, but baby he’s just like that. Always a fucking excuse to allow his cousin to run his mouth and say whatever he wants. Always eyeing me down and saying the most sexual things. I’ve heard it all: I would nail you just right, I bet making love to you is everything, you need some deep dick. My fiancé laughs it off as some childish joke but it’s not. Ive told him he needs to start protecting his woman even if it’s his family.

Recently I was stressed with work and bills and we fought over it. I wanted to cry, his cousin was working on our appliances. He went over to him and lectured him how to treat me better. I went to my room to vent. Moments later his cousin walks in with a tray, some tea and some food with his shirt off. He tells me he wants to make me laugh which was sweet. I’ve never seen him without a shirt but he has nice tattoos and has really nice muscles. He flexes them for me, and hops in bed after pulling his trousers down and I notice his huge junk. I ask where my fiancé is, he says he left after the argument to grab a part from the hardware store. He jokes that he hopes to get lucky with a blowjob or a quickie in the meantime. My mind is racing, I’m thinking this is bad but I want some affection. He puts his arms around me and I melt. He feels so warm and strong, his musky smell puts me in a trance. I didn’t realize he had pulled my panties down, I feel the tip of his penis massaging my clit. I ask if he has a condom because I’m so wet. He laughs, says he wasn’t planning on fucking me but that if he did he would’ve bought the ones he likes. He lifts the covers and shows me his cock, it’s huge! I let him enter me, he he fills me up I lose my breath. We had slow passionate sex, I let him touch me all over. I think I orgasmed three times, then I give him a blowjob before my fiancé got back. He came in my mouth and acted like nothing happened. I felt guilty about it at first, now I’m unsure about our relationship.