Dildo Jerk Off
Forget the dildo go do a real cock. No comparison when a soft yet hard cock rubbing in your mouth.
Practicing first to have confidence to do it.
Fight off your nerves and go with your desires, it took me time but I went into some bi chat sites and met up with a guy. It didn't take long before we got our cloths off and started touching each other, then he went down on me and moved over me in a 69 position and his cock was right in front of me, I opened my mouth and couldn't believe I was doing what I've been fantasizing about for so long. That day I became a cocksucker...
Swallow a real one, then tells us about it.
Why do all that work and not be able to swallow the reward. Find a real cock and enjoy life. Your not going to experience the head swell in your mouth just before it cums, using a dildo.