Our Nanny

I just found this site after searching the internet for others who may have had something like this happen to them. I will try to condense things so that they don't get too wordy. This is a true experience so hopefully not boring for everyone.

I am super happily married to a man that I am really attracted to and have two young kids. I have my own business and am pretty busy and because my husband travels so much for his profession, we have a live in au pair, aka nanny. I am not sure why or how I should feel about this but for some reason I became extremely turned on by what just happened recently regarding our nanny.

My husband and I have a pretty robust sex life and because of hubby's travel are still nearly as horny as we were years ago when we were first together. Last Valentine's Day I got a g*ft for him, or actually me! I was being silly and got a kit that makes a vibrating clone of his penis. It is a kit that you cast his penis in rubber and can insert a vibrator into. I thought I could use it when he is away on business, and I'm missing him. We had a fun and sexy evening making the clone of his body and I was completely surprised how well it turned out and how authentic it feels inside me. Because it is a cast, it has every detail copied and feel exactly like him when I have it deep inside me. For the record, it isn't like my hubby is giant or anything like that, he is just a nice average size, but he has a really enormous head when it is swollen. It literally spreads my lips wide and "pops" into me. Because of the shape of it I can feel it rubbing the sides of my pussy deep inside me which drives me over the top.

We have had our nanny now for about 9 months and because I work out of the home and she is always here, we have become pretty close. Last week we were chatting, just girl talk, and she mentioned how we seem happy together and how do we do that after close to 9 years of marriage. I laughed and made a comment on the clone that hubby and I made, and we both got a good laugh out of it.

A couple of nights ago, with hubby away on business I had been out to dinner with a visiting college friend who was in our city for a conference. She was a little under the weather so we cut things short so that she could get back to her hotel and rest. When I got home the house was pretty quiet since the kids go down to bed pretty early. I walked down the long hallway to check on my little ones, whose rooms are down the same wing and are next to our nanny's room. I could see the light coming from under our nanny's door, so I knew she was there, I checked both kids who were already sleeping. I quietly knocked on the door of our nanny and could hear her, but she sounded like she was upset or crying? I quietly told her through the door, luckily, I didn't open it, that I was already back and she could go out or whatever she wanted since she wasn't needed for the kids for the rest of the night. She sounded startled and I asked if everything was alright? She said everything was fine and was just watching something on her laptop. I told her good night and that I was going to read and go to bed.

I returned my bedroom and turned on the light and went into the bathroom to get ready for bed. I am completely obsessive compulsive and everything in our home is always spotless and put away, I looked at my nightstand and the drawer was slightly open and not completely shut? I thought that was weird and went to close it after I had gotten ready for bed. As I started to close the door, I saw that the clone of hubby's penis was missing! I then realized that the sound that I heard coming out of the nanny's room was the buzz of the vibrator inside of it, and not the show the nanny was watching. I also know that she wasn't crying but she was quietly panting and moaning! The realization that she nanny had the vibrating clone of my husband's hard shaft with its large swollen head up inside her, strangely didn't anger me, but for some really strange reason, I found myself aroused that our nanny was using it. I sat there on the bed and was frozen! Do I go confront her? Do I not say anything and pretend it didn't happen?

I chose to do nothing, she does a fantastic job with my kids, is extremely caring and we love her and having her around. I got up the next morning as usual and headed to yoga while our nanny started getting the kid's breakfast. She didn't say anything, and I didn't mention anything about what I discovered. When I returned from yoga, I checked my nightstand and sure enough, the toy was back in the exact place that I had left it. I can't seem to stop thinking about this and it continues to turn me on? Strange I know.