Couldn’t Help It

This new man started at work, after a couple of days I had to start working on some projects with him, he’s much older than me but I couldn’t stop being attracted to him he was smart and funny just what I needed in my life but there’s one thing that stood in my way. I’m married with 2 young children, he’s also married at no time did he flirt with me I was just taking by his persona.
After a couple of weeks we became quite close and I suggested we get some dinner together, my mum was going to look after the children and my husband was at work.
I had a couple of drinks and found myself wanting to go to bed with him he still wasn’t hitting on me or even flirting so I had to get it started
Another drink and my pussy is on fire if he wasn’t going to do anything to me I’d have to do it to myself.
As we were leaving I wrapped my arms around his waist and he walked me out, once outside I kissed him at first he said are you sure you want this? I said yes and with that he kissed me back and I knew I might get to have some sex with him.
He was so gentle he put me in his car he hadn’t had any drinks and asked if I wanted to go to where he was staying? I said yes. When we arrived he took hold of me and gently held me and asked again are you sure I was ready for anything that he was going to do to me.
Inside he stripped me off kissing me I was leaking so bad I just wanted him, he laid me down licked me like I’d never been before, he took his pants off I was waiting to see how big he might be, wow he had a big dick on him, I’d never seen one this big before I was in heaven. I had to try and suck it I was so turned on knowing I was going to get some well needed sex.
He laid me back again and asked for a third time are you sure? I said yes I want you right now, he was positioned with his massive dick rubbing it up and down between my pussy lips I just wanted it inside me, I reached up pulling his mouth to mine and said please fuck me.
I can’t explain the feeling of how I felt as he entered me I thought he was going to split me in half, slowly bit by bit until he was against my cervix that’s when I erupted for the first of my life. He was in me for over an hour straight before he said I’m going to cum? I wrapped my legs around him and said inside me inside me as I felt the biggest load squirting onto my cervix, I’d never felt anything like it before, after awhile he pulled out he said I better get you home. I didn’t want to leave but I knew I had to.
As he dropped me off his cum was running down my legs, he offered to take my mum home on the way back to his unit.
I didn’t see him for a few days It was like I was in love I just wanted more but I knew my marriage would be over if I went back again, but then I found out my mum had spent the remainder of the night with him.
I asked her why and she said I could smell sex on you when you arrived home and she had no one to help her out so she went back with him.
We spoke about how big he was then she said don’t ever come home smelling like that when your husband is home he will know straight away what you’ve been doing. We still work together, I still want him but he’s so nice he said I did ask you if you’re sure I said yes I won’t let it happen again.
My mum has visited him a few more times she said some days she can hardly walk I said you lucky bitch to her.
When I have sex with my husband I only think of him he could have me anytime he wants but he doesn’t want to break my marriage up.
Kirra