One Night, Ten Years Ago.

Ten years ago, I was single and a bit hesitating on my sexuality.

I have been thinking about it a lot, and I truly wanted to know if in fact I was maybe something else than "straight".

I started chatting online on a gay website, I posted an ad and said I was looking for a man much older than me (this idea was reassuring me). After a few conversations, I started chatting with Philippe, a man about twice my age. He was really kind with me and gave me a lot of proofs that I could trust him.

I accepted to come to his place.
One night, I decided it was the right moment and took my car to his place. He welcomed me, we drank a few beers and chatted a lot. He was reassuring and kind.

He asked me what I wanted to do.
I hesitated and then said I would like to try to offer him a blowjob.

He told me to start undressing and I removed everything. He did similarly but didnt remove his pants.
He told me to come closer, which I did, and I almost mechanically started to unzip his pants.
It was incredible, I was truly excited by the sight of his manhood.

I approached my mouth and started bobbing my head.

After a minute that felt an eternity, he asked me if I wanted to go in his bedroom for "more serious things".

I accepted, and we went upstairs, preceeding him naked.

When in his bedroop he told me to lay on my back, and he went on top of my head, on all fours. He approached his majestuous cock from my lips and put it in my mouth again.

I was in a curious situation , almost forced to have his cock in my mouth. but he kept on tzlling me if I liked it and , I must admit I really did, though on the moment I wasnt sure.

When he was about to climax, he removed his cock from my mouth and masturbated until he climaxed on my soft penis that he didn't touch at all during our evening together.

I felt like he wanted to mark his dominance on me. After that, he asked me if I wanted to take a shower, and stay or leave.
I had to go because I was working the day after so I refused his offer, but accepted the shower.

I still remember this day like it was seconds ago, and I am sometimes really wondering what would have happen if I accepted to stay.

I lost all contact with him, but hope someday he will find my number again.

I now live in a different region of my country, and I am in a straight relationship.

None of my best friends or family ever heard of this night.

I sometimes wish it could happen again, though I have the best and happiest relationship I could wish to have.

Hope you enjoyed my (true) story.
Thanks for reading me !

Xo