Thoughts Of Black Dicks

I'm a married white man in a sexless marriage. Lately I've been jacking off and thinking about black dicks. I'm not sure what it is about a bbc. Maybe because it's taboo and kinky. But I can't seem to stop thinking about a bbc. The thought of being naked for a black man's pleasure and doing everything and anything he wants makes me horny. I love checking out interracial porn and check out the black dicks. My wife would never understand my desire to be a black mans bitch boi. So it's hard to make things happen. If I'm lucky it'll happen one day. Until then I'll enjoy jacking off and checking out bbc's.