Straight Female / 30
At 16 I Accepted A Dare Only To Regret It
The night and day after I lost my virginity. My virginity wasn't for sale or rent. I went with a friend to an afternoon picnic. There were some older guys there, college kids. We hung with our crowd, they were with some cheerleader type, laughing, drinking, getting a buzz on. Never mind them.
In the bathroom to wash my hands someone knocked. I said 'busy', but they knocked harder. I opened the door, 'what's your hurry?' A guy, one of the college guys said 'move over' and lined up in front of the toilet. I left.
I was outside and this guy came over. He offered to give me a whirl. I told my friend we were leaving. She hung back, and my mistake was staying. Later that evening, that guy came over and said we should disappear for a while, and I followed. I went into the room with him, he sat on the bed and got my pants down, stood and lowered his pants, and took his place on top of me.
It was over and I heard the music again, people talking. I got dressed and left him. Outside by the pool I felt cold. My friend came over 'satisfied?' and we sat for a moment. I wanted to go home, so we left and spent the night together. She got his name and number from another girl, in case I needed to call him.
In the bathroom to wash my hands someone knocked. I said 'busy', but they knocked harder. I opened the door, 'what's your hurry?' A guy, one of the college guys said 'move over' and lined up in front of the toilet. I left.
I was outside and this guy came over. He offered to give me a whirl. I told my friend we were leaving. She hung back, and my mistake was staying. Later that evening, that guy came over and said we should disappear for a while, and I followed. I went into the room with him, he sat on the bed and got my pants down, stood and lowered his pants, and took his place on top of me.
It was over and I heard the music again, people talking. I got dressed and left him. Outside by the pool I felt cold. My friend came over 'satisfied?' and we sat for a moment. I wanted to go home, so we left and spent the night together. She got his name and number from another girl, in case I needed to call him.
