At 22, Let Him Have Anal 1st Time. Feeling Like A Slut

I had sex the first time a year ago at 21. I'm natural blonde, fairly tall at 5ft. 9in, weigh 110lbs. I have a nice shape and C cup bra. I am blonde down between my legs too. My current BF after almost a year was constantly bringing up anal sex. I'd never done it and knew some girls who did and quite frankly they were slutty skanks in their sex life. I didn't want to be like them. I was getting the feeling that Tom was going to leave me, so I took it on myself to research online and with the skanks. I started lubing a lot, putting first 1 finger in my backside, then 2, 3, and all four and moving it in and out like Tom wanted to love me back there. I was in the bath lubing up, he was naked in my bed, I went out, lubed his cock and laid on my stomach. I begging him not to plunge it in, to take it slow. He did. He paused once he got it all the way inside me, all 8 inches was in, I felt his pubes up against my back cheeks. He moved his hand under my hips to my clitoris and started moving it like he knows I like. It was uncomfortable as he is thick, but I started moving back and forth. Then he started fully moving in and out of me. Rubbing me, and making love to my butt I started moving faster and faster, I got very dirty and vocal. I was having an orgasm, I couldn't believe it not to mention the things that were coming out of my mouth. I'm normally a very quiet cummer, but this time I was screaming, begging him to ram it in me, bucking wildly as I came. He has 8 thick inches, but I swear when he pushed in me to cum, he must have pushed 10 inches up my back hole.

He loved it, and I started crying. He asked and I told him. My reaction was something that only a whore or a slut would do. What must he think of me. He answered me in dirty words "I think you're the best fuck I've ever had baby". I just looked down, I couldn't even look him in the eye. He loved me again in my butt that night and again the next morning. In the morning I had two orgasms.

I feel like I'm one of the skanky sluts now, the way I was screaming, bucking and talking so dirty. I'm actually asking for anal sex now a few times a week. Tom is definitely obliging me. He says I seem to be cumming even easier now when we make love the normal way. I think he's right, i do seem to move more, and get louder.

I still feel I'm some slut now though.