I Do Believe We Are On The Cusp Of The Modern Woman

I am not anyone's princess. I have issues, and high on the list is trust. I am competent in my job but I don't socialize with people at work. I don't socialize. I never really had a date of any kind, I preferred to stay home than go out. The only family in my trust is my Aunt. Even my mother doesn't enter my inner sanctum.

I read the WSJ because I believe they are the only news organization that still reports the truth. I don't watch news on television. I do use social media for news. I do use social media for entertainment, almost entirely I follow women, actually I do not fallow any men. I am woman centric but I don't believe or accept much of the women's movement, and after a lot of thought I cannot support abortion. It is beyond me how anyone can, why would a species intentionally destroy it's next generation? Abortion is wrong. It's my hill.

In my complex there is a woman in my age group and we talk about what is happening to the women's movement. One day she invited me over, this is a common invitation, we have dinner together many times. She asked me to sit through it, she wanted to show me a video. It was a video off the internet, of a man's penis penetrating a woman's vagina, fucking her, in slow motion, occupied the whole screen of the tv. I asked her why she wanted me to watch that, but she made me sit with her. The man reaches climax and he injects his semen in her, he withdraws and the camera is positioned on her vagina, until she starts to leak semen.

After she turns off the tv, she asked me if I didn't think we were missing something. What reason is there for us to have a vagina and for a man not to use it? We needed an injection of sperm and to fulfill nature's purpose. We could not argue about abortion, and not join the legion. We are in our mid thirties so we had to get pregnant and do our part. Get over ourselves, nothing special, lots of vaginas out there, getting sex and getting pregnant.

We watched the video many times, being very critical of the man's penis. Never having been that close to a penis, never having touched one, and much less never having a man's penis in our vagina. We watched the video until we memorized it. And we built up our resolve to have a man get us pregnant.

In our social medium, there is a bar that is known for ladies who want to get picked up. We went there. To our surprise we were very much in the same age group, and the men were older. Nice cars in the parking lot but the women drove small cars and older. And after talking to a few it was mostly clerical and non professional women there. We called it the Venus Fly Trap.

In the end we did get pregnant from a man we paid for who generously agreed to have sex with us for that purpose. A sperm donor in the flesh because we had decided that we were going all natural. It was at her apartment, set up for that purpose, going down under him, we held vigil while he performed his duty. She took pictures and used the video on her camera to record my insemination, and I used the camera and video for her insemination. With his permission. He allowed us to video his penis from nada to ready to inject his semen.

We were successfully fertilized and with care and medical attention we had successful pregnancies. 37 is not the same as 27, but we really had no problem making the babies. We have the video of their daddy's dick, and their mommy's vagina, and daddy stuffing his dick in mommy to show them some day, when the question arises, where did I come from. Or, when we just need to enjoy the moment.