Being Watched

For the last 8 years I've been watched by who knows never seen them just heard them and seen there camera's. They must get off over seeing me as a sissy or. Crossdresser. I've had plenty of cock in that tome they probably watched that aswell. And use to enjoy scat fun with my ex boyfriend. I loved when he came round I'd be covered in shit use to get his cock out and suck it then he'd fuck me and cum and piss in my arse both with nappies on. Love being a sissy just want to be owned by a older guy and made to dress up for him he can do as he wishes with me as long as he films it. Tried to contact my ex he use to shit over me use to love it best time ever and I'd always be dressed as a sissy for him. I'm dressed now gonna have a shave do my makeup take some pics and post on Flickr for everyone to see. I've got used to being watched if they want to look let them I'd only post online for the world to see anyway. Really want a older 60 plus male to tie me up get me on my knees and shit in my mouth and take pics of me to post online. Can't beat scat no one likes it I keep getting my posts binned no one wants to know I love the mess like my ex wife use to watch me play with my shit then she would piss over me.