If You Suck A Guy Off, Or Let Him Fuck You, He's Gat Too

I was on swim team, not great but good enough. We used the dressing rooms to get into our swim gear and to change and get dressed. We were at a swim meet and I was getting dressed, I was sitting on a bench, and guy from the other team was using the locker next to mine. He slipped out of his speedo and stood beside me. I couldn't help but stare at his dick. He saw me and asked if I wanted to suck his dick. The urge was too big to resist and I sucked his dick. It was public dressing room and I was seen by other guys from my school who were at the meet.

I got called a fag, a queer, gay after that. I got pictures, drawings on papers, of dicks and balls. I got pictures cut out of porn magazines of dicks. I was pushed around and pushed against the urinal when I peed. Some guys laughed at my dick, and others turned from the urinal showing me their dicks. A few times a guy would grab the air and hump like he was fucking me. When I was home and I was alone in bed I masturbated to the feelings I had when I sucked that boy's dick. I masturbated a lot, sometimes two or three times a night. And I wanted to suck dick again.

It wasn't until I was in the eleventh grade when a buy who was on the lacrosse team offered me his dick and I sucked him, getting hard and I came in my pants. He pushed me around and called me a fag, but he liked me sucking his dick. I sucked his dick until we left high school. In college I sucked a guy off and he put me on my hands and knees and fucked me like the bitch I am.

The moral of this is that the urge is inside you and it has to come out. You're a fag, a queer, gay, so what. If you are sucking a guy's dick, or turning your back to him, well he is gay too.