A Deeper Need

I wanted to move away after my divorce last year and all the unhappy memories so I did. In this new city I did not know anyone so joined a group for newcomers. We met once a week and did outings like art galleries museums, cheap restaurants and the like. It was a mixed group of all ages though mostly over 30, my age.

There is this overweight guy in the group around 40 who often gravitated to me to chat and get my attention. It was irritating at first but I got kind of used to it. He seemed needy and lonely and since I am a guy I wondered if he was into men as he never talked to the women. I didn't think I swung that way and especially not with that type of man.

The group went to a jazz club one evening and as usual the chubby guy found a chair beside mine. A couple of times it felt like his leg rubbed against mine but I could not be sure it was intentional. By this point it was getting late and he and I had been having a few cocktails. Everyone else in the group had left except him and I. I was feeling a bit drunk and neither one of us had driven there so we decided to grab a taxi. He told the driver his address and softly said in my ear to join him for a nightcap. I debated declining his offer but his needy expectant look kind of froze me for a moment. Something in me did not want to end the night yet. I nodded and he excitedly squeezed my arm.

We got to his place and he made us a couple of stiff drinks. The alcohol really hit me and I felt spacey and relaxed. He was leaning in to talk to me when I blurted out " What do you really need Fred ?" His intentions seemed obvious but I wanted to figure out a way to respond to the inevitable advances. He looked at me questioningly. Then without thinking I said "Show me what you need". This time he smiled and left the room. I heard him call my name a few minutes later. I went towards his voice and entered the open door of his bedroom. He was standing naked beside his bed with a black cock ring on his cock which was sticking out stiffly. Now I saw his real need. His big belly hung over his erect cock. I felt myself surrender to his need. I took my clothes off and my own cock sprang up. I moved to him and got down on my knees. I felt a sudden need to suck him so I took him into my mouth. He gasped as I sucked him hungrily. After several minutes of that Fred instructed me to stop sucking and bend over at the end of his bed. I did as he directed. He got behind me and and opened up a jar of Vaseline. He greased his hard dick and slowly slid a finger with Vaseline in it in my butthole. Then he pushed his cock into me slowly. It hurt a lot at first then he was all the way inside. He started pounding me and the pain mixed with a new pleasure. I moaned and realized I now needed to satisfy both his need and my own emerging one. He grunted and thrust in and out of me for maybe 10 minutes before a cry and shudder as he unloaded inside of me. He fully emptied himself into me then guided me into the bed. We lay there naked breathing heavily. He took me again in the morning after we slept. I joined longer attended the group after this night. Instead I was meeting both our needs in his bed most nights. He has sucked my cock many times as well since then as his need to suck matches his need to screw me.