My Secret Interests..

I'll try to keep this concise. I'm 24 y.o virgin & I've never been in a relationship. Primarily I identify as a straight male but recently I've been reading up on some segs positive stuff & have been feeling a growing interest in exploring intimacy & pleasure in different forms. Apart from my primary interest in females I've also been feeling attracted by same-segs exploration & cucko couples. Although there have been many times when I've felt overwhelmed by these recurring thoughts as I tend to overthink to understand my desires & thoughts from different perspectives. The intent is to not get carried away by the heat of these things & act with a clearer mindset. If I choose to engage, I want these experiences to be passionate & meaningful. Something that the participants are fulfilled & happy with after it's done. But I also get worried about my future thinking that I should focus more on pursuing goals & making achievements. And that these things might not be the best thing to do at this point of time. That I might get too caught up & do these things more often as they likely bring a great deal of pleasure. I don't want to have a high body count. I want to be segsually confident and explore my personality but I also want to be mindful & purposeful. Any suggestions or opinions are welcome.