Distraction To Addiction

This addiction started during a stressful period of my life. A love relationship with a woman I deeply desired ended. Then I was laid off. I found another job but it paid much less. Being a young man approaching my mid 20's I suppose I figured things would get better.

I looked around and I think subconsciously searched for something to distract myself and reduce my distress. I was not into drinking or substancesand did not smoke or overeat. However my mind was very preoccupied by sex. One evening I was driving aimlessly down the highway outside the city where I live. I saw a big neon sign advertising an adult store in a small plaza. The parking lot had a number of cars perhaps a dozen or so. I parked my car and went into the store. I had never been in one of those places and looked at the lay out. There was a counter and cashier at the front with shelves of sex toys and adult porn dads. At the back were 6 or so video booths in which a number of men were hovering around and entering or leaving.

One booth was now empty so I went in. I saw you needed tokens to operate the viewer to see the porn so I quickly left and got some tokens from the cashier and returned. The booth was still empty as several men watched me go in. I put the tokens in and started watching a straight porn. I quickly got turned on especially watching one blonde woman suck a big cock. I took out my cock and stroked. I forgot to lock the door and a few minutes later a slim middleaged guy balding guy opened the door and came in. I thought of leaving but I was sitting there with a hard cock in my hand. He quietly sat on the bench beside me which was big enough for 2 men. He reached out and took over stroking me. it felt good. He then got on his knees and guided my cock into his wet mouth. He was very good and very quickly made me pump my load into his mouth which he gulped down. I felt ashamed after and left hurriedly once he left. I drove home feeling weird but sexually relieved.

I began going to this places several times a week. The weird shameful feelings disappeared and I began feeling more and more excited and addicted to sex with strangers. I was now on my knees often sucking cocks myself and loving it. In fact more and more I preferred being the cocksucker and swallowing their loads. Most of the men were older than me many in their 50's,60's even 70's. Did not matter as I enjoyed old cocks in mouth just as much if not more than young ones. Loved pleasing a man and making him shoot. I became a cock addict. Over time I serviced some regulars who were often there. One older fellow around 70 took a real liking to me. He has short white hair,is tall and a nice cut cock that gets pretty stiff for an old guy. I had blown him maybe a dozen times when one night he invited me in the booth to drive back to his house which was maybe 20 minutes down the highway. I went with him and we had sex in his bed both giving and receiving oral. I ended up spending the night. He wanted something more than porn store sex and I found myself in his bed most nights. I have not gone to the store in 6 months now and instead feel totally addicted to his cock. I suck him and if he is hard enough he fucks me. He kisses me and I just let him have his way with me.