Fighting Bi Urges And Lust

I been secretly attracted to older hairy men, In school I never showered after gym class because I would get an instant hard on in front of everyone, I always ignored it and thought it's just hormones making me so horny to almost anything, I would Even catch myself staring at my older female teachers catching peaks of their panties while sitting in front of class cross legged and uncrossing them. I had a younger neighbor that would always want to hang out and ride bikes, one day he shown me his step father's porn on tv with a pass code or something like that. We would go to differed rooms and jack off. Until one day he tried to catch me not sure why he would always nut early so he would try and get a) look, eventually we would jack off in the same room. His younger brother had no idea. But one day he was wrestling around with me and i obviously had the upper hand i got this random hard on while holding him down, his struggling and rubbing together for my dick throbbing, it fealt so good being a virgin still nd very horny im sure he fealt my dick grinding his groin, i flipped him over acting like he was hard to control i managed to orgasm by rubbing my dick on his tight young ass, after I had my fun i rolled over and felt like I just made him my bitch.

They never locked their house up when gone, so I would an sneak over and jerk off smelling his moms dirty panties and bras, when we would have sleep overs mr and the older brother would listen to his mom moan at night while they fucked and we would masturbate right in front of each other. Years later one of my ex gfs had a fantasy of watching me get pounded by another man, but we only got as fsr as using her dildo on me. After sucking my first dick i did it about 4 more times playing on grinder. I decided i better stop before it gets out and people know.so now I watch gay muscular hairy hunk porn or watch a girl suck slowly on a huge fat one. I've been trying to find a gay friend so I can use him when I want or maybe take it from behind. For now I just jerk to men often, the human body is just well put together for both men and women. I also like to read the gay experience of straight men on here and cum while reading. Any one else?