Some Longterm Thoughts

Confessing to some nasty thoughts that have been getting me excited for a long time. I guess I have been stimulated by cuckold sex for many years, since soon after I graduated college.
The core is the humiliation I think. Many cucks seem to enjoy the humiliation of having the wives tell about the big fat dicks that they enjoy. Even better are the ones that make the cuckold hubby pleasure the bull or get the bull hard to fuck the wife. Best is the cleanup, especially cleaning the bull whilst the wife watches and directs. Having your wife feed you the dirty dick that's just been up her arse has to be the defining moment in a cuckold's life.

So I have also been harboring thoughts about just meeting a man with the purpose of using my filthy mouth to pleasure his dick, balls and arsehole. Very exciting to imagine using my mouth and hearing directions, like "Suck my balls harder, faggot."

I want to spread some cheeks and eat out a hairy musky hole. Deep french kissing that musky dirty back door. Hearing him moaning and begging me not to stop licking and sucking that man hole. Swallowing my creamy reward for a job well done.