I’m Concerned

I’m a 39 year old wife and mother of 2 in a bit over my head. Have been married over 12 plus years with my husband longer. Our lives are pretty busy with sports on weekends practices during the week so we have little time for our selves. My husband works in construction lots of overtime I work in an office make decent money. The flexibility in my schedule is what has kept me at my place of employment. There is a guy who works here very slimy kind of dude. Muscle on top of muscles type of guy. He has a reputation of screwing lots of women in our office. Married single he doesn’t care and apparently there was a rumor that he was hung. I’m no super model I’m a very short petite women. He has made comments to there’s that have gotten back to me that I was a milf spinner. I don’t have huge boobs or a giant ass but I do have some hips and the boobs and ass I do have fit my body accordingly. I dye my hair dirty blond and dress normal. Don’t show off my ass it boobs like some here I dress conservative or at least I used to. Had he hit on me before yes always turned him down nicely. The employer was having a bash to celebrate there 50th anniversary in business. It was a huge event and had gotten rooms for everyone because it would be an open bar. My husband was supposed to attend with me and we even sent the kids to his parents house for the weekend. I figured it could be a nice getaway and we could have some fun. My husband I love dearly has out on a little weight over the years and I’m not on him about it but he himself has hinted at working out again and never does. The day of the event happened to also be the first Saturday the had pro NFL games and one of his best friends ended up with tickets and of course he decided to go. I didn’t say anything to him said he would have fun said to stay the night so I can have fun and we would talk after the game I went to the dinner plenty of people I know sinning deal I was a little sad but figured ok Il just come home even though I had a room. I started off easy one drink. I had on a fitted red dress all 1 piece that zipped down the back showed off a little cleavage hugged my little curves. I dressed sexy thinking about my husband and what we could do. But his last minute ditch left me solo and I had got this dress for that so I went with it. I was at the bar and tables I saw Jim the player in our office he kept checking and chatting me up. Drink after drink he kept them coming introduced me a few other people and he ended up sitting at my table next to me as he realized I was solo that night. He asked why I explained where my husband was at. He took that and ran with it. Combo of the booze and he letting me know how messed up that was had me a lot heated. When the dancing started Jim or Jimmy as he goes by took me by the hand and pulled me on the floor. I lived to dance so I went with it. He touched me a bit while dancing and I let him nothing inappropriate just dancing. We went to the bar got another one of those things he was buying me and decided to he time air as it was hot and there where lots of people coming and going. We went out the lobby or a sitting area that was dark and quiet. Jim was huge compared to me. He has a very dark complexion he is black but very dark. The sweat was glistening from him and apparently from me. I’m only 5 foot 1 and jimmy os close to 6 foot 3. His hands where big his muscles were very big and I found myself seeing why women hooked up with him. Next thing I knew we where kissing next thing after that I’m in the elevator in his room dress pulled up around my waist my ass in there air on my knees with the biggest cock I’d ver seen. It barely got in my mouth I mentioned I’m not sure I can handle this. All he said is don’t worry you will. I nodded and he picked me up and sat me on his cock. It fit and he fucked me silly. He kept calling me his pocket piece. He fucked me silly took pictures and very detailed videos. I woke up the next morning in bed with him. He rolled over I had missed calls I called my husband with this guy who had just ruined me laying next to me. He was ok I just told him I lost track of time and was done by the end of the night. I was naked laying on my side when while talking with my husband Jim slid it into me and I let him. I got off the phone real quick saying I’d be home soon take my time is what my husband said. I was fucked senseless. I saw a video of myself getting rag dolled and professing my love for his cock. Now I dress how he likes me to mostly skirts and he rails me on our lunch. Do people in the office know probably do I care nope. He tells me skirts that are short and no panties and I do as I’m told. Nothing tops that feeling I get when he pushes into me and I sink down on it. I almost instantly cream on it. I’m pretty sure I’m on a few websites he said he put me on a few.