Wife Is Angry Because I Saw Professionals While She Was Pregnant

She lost interest in sex during her pregnancy. I was patient and kind, telling her how beautiful her changing body was, always taking time to cuddle, caress and massage her, never making demands. She wasn't sick as in throwing up, exhausted, etc., but even so, I get that her hormones might have turned her off sex.

The thing is, I proposed ideas like having her masturbate me or blow me, things that she could have done regardless of her libido. I of course offered to reciprocate. I've always been good at fingering and eating her pussy and making her cum. I get it if she didn't have desire for me to do sexual stuff to her, but why would she also refuse to do any sexual stuff for me? It felt like a veto.

By the way, before she got pregnant, when we had a normal sex life, I could nut in 3 or 4 minutes from her mouth or her hand. It's not like it was a long ordeal, a big chore for her. I would understand her refusal if I took 15 minutes or something, but we're just talking a 5-minute maintenance nut about every other day.

I'm 26, a heterosexual man, what the fuck was I supposed to do without sex for 7 or 8 months?

When I couldn't stand it anymore I found a professional, slightly older so less expensive. She prided herself on regular health tests and used condoms with me and with her other clients. She was not operating some kind of shameful service. Her profile had ratings from other normal, middle-class men, many of them also married. This was her niche.

Our sex was sex, love. I love my wife. I thought of my wife when fucking this lady. I never gave up trying with my wife.

Despite my efforts to keep things discreet and not make my wife feel blamed for not wanting sex, she found out. We kept a cheap cell phone in the glove compartment for roadside emergencies. It turns out it was beaming the car's location to her, and she noticed me stopping regularly at this woman's house on my way home from work.

Was I wrong here? What can I say so that my wife will give me another chance? I love her and I stopped going to this lady as soon as my son was born and weeks before my wife confronted me.

The thing is, now she's withholding sex out of anger, which puts me back in the original bind. I really do not know what to do.