Born A Lesbian I Want A Lesbian Life, I Want To Be A Lesbian Wife

I am turning 30. My parents decided that we would go to Europe to celebrate. My parents, my sister and me. I have a lot of confrontations with my parents because I haven't settled down. They are totally unaware and unable to see what is in front of them. I'm a lesbian, always was. My sister knows because I told her but she keeps it from them.

I had a pretend boyfriend the last time they came to see me, but conveniently we broke up. I have no desire, none, nada, period for anything to do with a man. I have a problem with women because I gravitate to strong willed women who are much older than me. I work for a newspaper, fact checking, proof reading, that kind of stuff. I have had two affairs, one with an editor and another with a free lance reporter, who you may have seen on tv.

My sister does not lean this way. She is careful not to let my parents get excited about some guy. I know she 'lost' her virginity when she was fifteen to the man that does the yard. She was in love with him, head over heals, until around a couple of years ago. He used her, obviously. So that's her secret, and she knows mine.

One day, if I'm unconscious, I want a man to get me pregnant. I don't want to know his name or anything about him. I do not want a biracial child, forgive me but I think that is cruel to the child. I prefer if the man is older than me, I don't want some young man by any means. I've asked my sister to help find that man for me. I will wear a face mask and 'take' it no matter what. No kissing, no touching, just in and out and goodbye. Just for getting a baby of my own.

I want to meet a woman who wants to have me in her life. I need her to be strong, military or police, or something like that. Whip my ass type. I'll kiss her feet, and clean and cook. I know it's asking so much. But strong women like that like lap girls, I'm a lap girl inside.

My fantasy, I can see myself, pregnant and showing and standing with the sun setting and the surf at a beach wedding. I want her to wear a white tuxedo and I will wear a flowing white gown, gathered around my pregnant belly, I will walk to her and surrender forever to her. Give her the baby as my wedding g*ft.

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painkillr

by painkillr on May 13, 2025 at 9:43 AM

you would visit unspeakable horrors to any child you ever had, get a hysterectomy instead of a baby

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