Not Proud Of Being Gay

The first time I had gay sex was in Cabo on spring break with a 'captain' of an offshore fishing cruiser. He took advantage of me in the captains quarters. I spent the rest of the day sulking in a corner while my friend's fished for marlin.

I was a complete downer for the rest of the break and had a serious depression after returning for the rest of the semester. Forcing myself to confront it I went out one night alone to this gay bar and I was picked up by this older man who took me to a motel and had sex with me. This time I bowed my head and put up with it. I sucked his cock and he gave me thirty dollars.

I'm a gay prostitute ever since.