A Secret From A Half Century Ago

I was just twenty. A virgin, without ever having considered that I would have sex, be romantically involved. AI wanted more than anything to become a nun. I studied and prayed, to fill my days.

It was quick, so fast, it was over before it started, except that I was no longer pure, I could not belong to Christ. I ran from him, but stopped. I went back and asked him what he was going to do with me. I had to tell him he had to marry me.

He did marry me, but not until three years later, after I already have his son.

So that is all I have to confess. I did not try to stop him, I let him knowing that Christ would not have me.