Flashing

I have always gotten a thrill at flashing. Always in public, but at home when the kids and husband are at school or work, I will walk by the window nude or sun myself in the backyard in a micro. Our new neighbor is a very buff 26 year old. Looking at him makes me very horny and having him look at me makes me even more so. I have fantasized about being taken against my will as a price paid for my flashing but it has never come close to being a reality. Well one day while gardening, or should I say, pretending to, dressed in a tiny micro bikini, my stud muffin neighbor looking over the fence said how much he enjoyed my display. I laughed and told him how glad I was that he enjoyed it. Before I knew it, he jumped the fence! He was dressed in a tight muscle shirt and tennis shorts which reveal the hard time he was having. We spoke for a half hour and then I offered him a beer. He accepted and followed me into the kitchen. I opened the fridge and handed him the beer and opened mine. His eyes were all over me and I will admit a turn on. My back side was resting against the island in our kitchen with the cold marble suddenly making my nipples go very erect. My nipples are quite large when erect and he made comment and them put down the beer his hands placed on the marble island either side of my body as he leaned in to kiss me. I didn’t stop him. I remember my heart was racing though. His tongue probed inside my mouth his hands now on my tits shortly followed with his removing my next to nothing top and his mouth sucking on my nipples. I had goose bumps all over. I attempted to push him away. He took a step back, removed his shirt and came in for round two. I said we really shouldn’t. He was kissing me and stopped to say we really should. He took my hand and placed it on his bulge which I quickly retreated. In quick fashion he undid his shorts and dropped them to the floor exposing his hard on and then enveloped me in his arms. He was very strong. I tried to push him off with him easily resisting and saying, you’ve been wanting this. I said, no I do not. He said, Look you teasing c**t, you’ve been flashing yourself towards me every chance you get and now you’re getting what you got coming. He undid my bows on the side of my bottoms which fell to the floor and force his cock between my thighs pressing up against my pussy. I was scared but at the same time very excited. I can’t explain it but in my mind I felt I asked for it and wanted this to happen. I accepted his mouth to mine and his mouth to my pussy. Oh he knew how to eat pussy. He lifted me up and laid me down on the island his face buried into my c**t, his clit work was magnificent and within 4 minutes I was cumming. He told me to get off the counter and drop to my knees. I did as he said as he forced his cock down my throat. Thank God his cock was what it was. Beautiful but maybe 5” long and pretty thin. With a fist full of my hair he face fucked me hard, tears running down both of my cheeks. He would not let me come up for air as I choked and gasped. At many points I thought I was going to die. He finally push his cock hard into my throat and started cumming. I choked hard on his cock and much of his sperm was coming out of my nose. He pulled out put his shorts back on and left me there. I felt very degraded and cried hard. My husband asked me for weeks what was wrong, if I was alright. I never said a word except that it was a hormonal thing. Well a month later mid afternoon the door bell went off. I answered and there was my neighbor. My heart immediately was pounding out of my chest. He asked how I was doing. I said fine. He apologized and said he wasn’t sure how to approach me. I told him I was having a tough time of it. As I was saying this I was oddly becoming aroused and my nipples were betraying my words. He noticed and said, fuck I love your tits. I thought, my God what’s up with me? He said just how much he wanted to suck on them. I said, you have to go. He quickly grabbed me by the arms and planted a kiss on me. Again he was too strong for me to struggle against. I was braless under my v neck tea shirt and his hands were up and on them fast. Before I could think he had me on the carpet tearing off my spandex leggings and eating me out again. My struggle and kicking and pushing seemed to really turn him on and me as well. One of my kicks hit him in the nose which caused him to bleed hard. The look in his eyes scared me and I stopped my struggle. He ate me so well again I took off my t-shirt and grabbing at his head pulled him into my pussy as hard as I could as I came. His bleeding nose had us both covered in blood. It was so crazy a situation. He rammed his cock in me with blood running out all over my face and chest, I suddenly found myself cumming again and with that so did he. Like before he got up, put his clothing on and left. Not a word. Just me laying there covered in his blood. That was a week ago.