Perverse But Somehow Exciting

I can't explain it except that in my old age I have been watching too much porn.
Anyway, I want to satisfy my curiosity and would love to find a submissive little sissy gurl to play with. I imagine fondling and licking those tiny low hanging balls and then getting her up on her knees at the edge of the bed so I can really give her a deep passionate rimming. Want to press my lips tightly against her tight little rosebud and tell her to push and to let me tongue kiss her rectum. I know it's pathetic but I got hard writing this confession and now I'm gonna have a quick wank before work.