Straight Male / 24
Resentful Of My Girlfriend's Husband
I landed my first job out of college and promptly fell in love with Marybeth, a sexy, older colleague. She is 44. For the first few weeks of our relationship I did not know she was married. I guess that was fair because I still had a girlfriend my same age, that Marybeth didn't know about.
The sex with Marybeth was unliked anything I'd experienced in high school or college. She knows how to get me off in so many ways. I had to learn quickly to be a better lover. Soon I could give her multiple orgasms.
Even before I fell in love with Marybeth I lost interest in my girlfriend. I ended it. Around that time I was making love to Marybeth when a suspicious call came in on her phone. It said "Husband".
That was our first fight and we didn't see each other for a week. It was so hard trying to stay professional at work when I was dying inside, knowing that the woman I was starting to love belonged to another man. I looked up her husband, found out everything I could about him, and realized I was better than him in every way.
Marybeth and I could not stay away from each other. Friday, as the day was winding down, it was just the two of us in the office. We finally talked. We cried. She apologized for misleading me. I told her I was in love with her and I would do anything she needed to make her feel comfortable leaving her husband...or I'd wait for her, my whole life long, if necessary.
We made love three times, in our otherwise empty office. We were back together!
We have been lovers for a year now. I'm struggling with one particular aspect of her being married. She still has to let her husband fuck her, once a week or so, to avoid arousing his suspicion. Sometimes when I fuck her his sperm is inside her. I can tell from her wetness and from her particular taste when I eat her our (and this, even though on the outside her lips are clean).
I don't mind the physical feelings, the extra lubrication feels good and I don't mind the taste of sperm, whether his or my own (I do enjoy eating out my creampies, which usually leads to more sex and another creampie...a virtuous cycle).
It's just the jealousy I have. I don't want that man to touch my lover. I don't want him to penetrate her. I don't want him to ejaculate in her.
What can I do to get him out of the way so that she and I can be fully together and exclusive?
The reason she doesn't leave is that they have kids together. I have met her kids, we get along great, and I am totally ready to step in as their new dad. Her husband is really the only problem, the only thing standing in the way of our complete happiness.
Help! Any tips for getting an unwanted husband to move aside and make way for real love?
The sex with Marybeth was unliked anything I'd experienced in high school or college. She knows how to get me off in so many ways. I had to learn quickly to be a better lover. Soon I could give her multiple orgasms.
Even before I fell in love with Marybeth I lost interest in my girlfriend. I ended it. Around that time I was making love to Marybeth when a suspicious call came in on her phone. It said "Husband".
That was our first fight and we didn't see each other for a week. It was so hard trying to stay professional at work when I was dying inside, knowing that the woman I was starting to love belonged to another man. I looked up her husband, found out everything I could about him, and realized I was better than him in every way.
Marybeth and I could not stay away from each other. Friday, as the day was winding down, it was just the two of us in the office. We finally talked. We cried. She apologized for misleading me. I told her I was in love with her and I would do anything she needed to make her feel comfortable leaving her husband...or I'd wait for her, my whole life long, if necessary.
We made love three times, in our otherwise empty office. We were back together!
We have been lovers for a year now. I'm struggling with one particular aspect of her being married. She still has to let her husband fuck her, once a week or so, to avoid arousing his suspicion. Sometimes when I fuck her his sperm is inside her. I can tell from her wetness and from her particular taste when I eat her our (and this, even though on the outside her lips are clean).
I don't mind the physical feelings, the extra lubrication feels good and I don't mind the taste of sperm, whether his or my own (I do enjoy eating out my creampies, which usually leads to more sex and another creampie...a virtuous cycle).
It's just the jealousy I have. I don't want that man to touch my lover. I don't want him to penetrate her. I don't want him to ejaculate in her.
What can I do to get him out of the way so that she and I can be fully together and exclusive?
The reason she doesn't leave is that they have kids together. I have met her kids, we get along great, and I am totally ready to step in as their new dad. Her husband is really the only problem, the only thing standing in the way of our complete happiness.
Help! Any tips for getting an unwanted husband to move aside and make way for real love?
