She Knows I Need Penetration

My wife of many years caught me furiously pounding my ass with a lubricated dildo recently while fantasizing out loud about taking cock. We talked and I explained my need that I don’t totally understand since I love pussy and we have great sex. She has started using a strapon on my ass occasionally and we both enjoy that. But the bonus is that she allows me to take real cock now (mouth and ass) provided I make them use condoms. I even get to use an old couch in our basement, typically when she’s not home. I do miss tasting cum freshly pumped into my mouth. But I can definitely compromise.