Straight Male / 47
She's My Ex-wife Because She Refused Sex And A Harmless, Fun Role-play
Married 25 years. After lots of soul searching, I decided to get a lawyer and have her served 6 months ago. I did not want to live without sex for the rest of my life.
It was funny how the impending divorce changed her tune. She was finally open to couples' counseling and to fulfilling my sexual desires.
We were making real progress, three months into rekindling our marriage. At least I thought we were. Blowjobs and black lace panties! One night, as our counselor had taught her to do, my wife asked whether I had any sexual fantasies she could fulfill.
In the environment where I came from, sex was shameful. Associating it with pleasure was unheard of. It was just something husbands or male relatives did to women.
So it had taken me a lot of work to acknowledge, sort through, and now, ask for, my sexual fantasies. In the voice of a girl I said, "Fuck me, daddy, it's your little lady Cindi. Be my first, daddy. It's so big! Will it fit in my tight little pussy? It hurts a little but don't stop, I want to be just like mommy."
My wife sat bolt-upright in bed and screamed, "You want to fuck your own daughter?!" It's true, Cindi is her name and she is really pretty, but honestly, I don't have any desire to be with her in real life, it was purely a role-play fantasy, a chance for my wife and me to explore taboos in our minds.
My wife would not do my fantasy and would not trust that it was just a fantasy. The divorce was back on. When there is no trust, what is left? The blowjobs and black lace would probably have stopped too, if I had called off the divorce.
Now I am dating again, searching for a woman who is not frigid and who is willing to try fantasies. I did the daughter role-play with a sex worker and it was amazingly realistic. Believe it or not, the experience has helped me to be a better dad, to listen better and to use a friendlier tone when talking to my daughter.
Was I wrong to leave my wife over her fundamental sexual frigidity and her judgmental attitude?
It was funny how the impending divorce changed her tune. She was finally open to couples' counseling and to fulfilling my sexual desires.
We were making real progress, three months into rekindling our marriage. At least I thought we were. Blowjobs and black lace panties! One night, as our counselor had taught her to do, my wife asked whether I had any sexual fantasies she could fulfill.
In the environment where I came from, sex was shameful. Associating it with pleasure was unheard of. It was just something husbands or male relatives did to women.
So it had taken me a lot of work to acknowledge, sort through, and now, ask for, my sexual fantasies. In the voice of a girl I said, "Fuck me, daddy, it's your little lady Cindi. Be my first, daddy. It's so big! Will it fit in my tight little pussy? It hurts a little but don't stop, I want to be just like mommy."
My wife sat bolt-upright in bed and screamed, "You want to fuck your own daughter?!" It's true, Cindi is her name and she is really pretty, but honestly, I don't have any desire to be with her in real life, it was purely a role-play fantasy, a chance for my wife and me to explore taboos in our minds.
My wife would not do my fantasy and would not trust that it was just a fantasy. The divorce was back on. When there is no trust, what is left? The blowjobs and black lace would probably have stopped too, if I had called off the divorce.
Now I am dating again, searching for a woman who is not frigid and who is willing to try fantasies. I did the daughter role-play with a sex worker and it was amazingly realistic. Believe it or not, the experience has helped me to be a better dad, to listen better and to use a friendlier tone when talking to my daughter.
Was I wrong to leave my wife over her fundamental sexual frigidity and her judgmental attitude?
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