The Day I Was Used

i was 11 yo when my older cousin took me to the beach t our family cottage we were alone that night i never thougt he would do it to me. we fooled around wresiling on the floor when he took off his shorts and stroked his cock he told me to do the same thing so i did it felt good. he had me get on my knees and open my mouth and suck him he moned a lot the more i sucked . after some time he lifted me on the bed on my belly he layed on me i felt his cock on between my ass cheeks he told me reach back and spred my ass i felt his cock head rubbing on my anus then with one push he ws in me i screamed the deeper he got in he told me to relax it would be over soon. i went numb then i felt him cum i was crying and peed myself when he pulled out he told me never tell anyone so i never did he used me all that summer