Straight Male / 52
I'm A Married Fa**ot Part II
My first entry is just a few posts below but I thought I'd expand on my story.
I'm married with kids and recently I discovered that I identify as a fa**ot (I don't consider myself gay). Several years ago I found a website where people post nude pictures of themselves or others for certain amount of time (5 min, 30 min, 1 hour, etc). Others can extend your time or even comment on your pictures. I don't know why, but I decided to post a nude picture of myself (without face). I was so scared but so turned on! I also found out that I got off taking nude pictures of myself. Early on, I would only post my pic for maybe 10 or 15 minutes then eventually I started to post for a few hours. As I got more comfortable with this I wanted to push my boundaries so I posted a full frontal nude picture, including face! The thrill was such a turn on. Then the unthinkable happened. Someone downloaded my pic and reposted it on the site. I had no control! Anyone could now see it, extend the exposure time, or download it! All I could do was wait out the time. Once the pic expired, I vowed never to post my face again. I didn't post again for a long time but eventually I did. I quickly learned that I was addicted to exposure, exposing myself to strangers. I also discovered that I liked being degraded and humiliated. I liked being called a "f*g", having my penis size laughed at, or even having my body degraded. I became bolder and bolder and eventually started posting myself to "exposure rooms" on certain social media platforms. Hundreds and even thousands of people saw my nude pics. It was so thrilling but always scary. If ever this became known to my family or friends it would ruin my life. Someone on the exposure room contacted me. They had seen my pics and liked them. Wanted to know more about me. This person is now my master and I expose myself exclusively to him, sending him more humiliating and degrading pics. I have now started sending him videos of me masturbating and ejaculating. I regret what I have done afterwards but always go back as I crave exposing myself.
My wife does not know I do this but I as I feel more and more as a Fa**ot I secretly want to tell her. Since I almost always prematurely ejaculate when we have sex, I have told my wife that I am happy to only receive handjobs from her. I even told her I would be fine if she never wanted to have sex with me again. I do satisfy her orally whenever she wants but she has a much lower sex drive than me. I really want to tell her that I'm a fa**ot and would love it if she called me one and even exposed me herself.
It feels really good to confessed to being a f*g and telling my story.
I'm married with kids and recently I discovered that I identify as a fa**ot (I don't consider myself gay). Several years ago I found a website where people post nude pictures of themselves or others for certain amount of time (5 min, 30 min, 1 hour, etc). Others can extend your time or even comment on your pictures. I don't know why, but I decided to post a nude picture of myself (without face). I was so scared but so turned on! I also found out that I got off taking nude pictures of myself. Early on, I would only post my pic for maybe 10 or 15 minutes then eventually I started to post for a few hours. As I got more comfortable with this I wanted to push my boundaries so I posted a full frontal nude picture, including face! The thrill was such a turn on. Then the unthinkable happened. Someone downloaded my pic and reposted it on the site. I had no control! Anyone could now see it, extend the exposure time, or download it! All I could do was wait out the time. Once the pic expired, I vowed never to post my face again. I didn't post again for a long time but eventually I did. I quickly learned that I was addicted to exposure, exposing myself to strangers. I also discovered that I liked being degraded and humiliated. I liked being called a "f*g", having my penis size laughed at, or even having my body degraded. I became bolder and bolder and eventually started posting myself to "exposure rooms" on certain social media platforms. Hundreds and even thousands of people saw my nude pics. It was so thrilling but always scary. If ever this became known to my family or friends it would ruin my life. Someone on the exposure room contacted me. They had seen my pics and liked them. Wanted to know more about me. This person is now my master and I expose myself exclusively to him, sending him more humiliating and degrading pics. I have now started sending him videos of me masturbating and ejaculating. I regret what I have done afterwards but always go back as I crave exposing myself.
My wife does not know I do this but I as I feel more and more as a Fa**ot I secretly want to tell her. Since I almost always prematurely ejaculate when we have sex, I have told my wife that I am happy to only receive handjobs from her. I even told her I would be fine if she never wanted to have sex with me again. I do satisfy her orally whenever she wants but she has a much lower sex drive than me. I really want to tell her that I'm a fa**ot and would love it if she called me one and even exposed me herself.
It feels really good to confessed to being a f*g and telling my story.
