Masturbated Over Passed Out Friends.

I attended highschool from 2016-2020 when Xanax and prescription pils heavily influenced my generation and it turned me into a completely unrecognizable, horrible person. Almost every person I know and associated with was massively addicted to, or at least constantly looking forward to getting high and it changed a lot of us. Essentially everyone knew everyone and hung out with everyone through all grades due to the relatively tight-nit community my area has, through sibling bonds, childhood friendships, etc; as well as family prominence through wealth. This led to hangouts and parties being pretty populated events where people would probably crash at the hosts probably massive house and 9 times out of 10 when this happened I would find sleeping, passed out women and masturbate over them. Sometimes If I knew the victim was beyond waking up I would lightly use their mouths or hands to make myself finish. Sometimes I finished on the women, sometimes I would use things to prevent making a mess, but I always cleaned up and I was never caught. It became so bad to the point where I would not become as intoxicated as others at the event so I would be more aware and less likely to be caught. Ive since spoken to professionals about this behavior and have not done anything like it since, nor am I proud of it; Rather completely disgusted and ashamed.