The Guilt Versus The Pleasure

My husband’s parents own a ranch. The ranch includes a large home and two cottage style living residences. One cottage is essentially used as a vacation rental and the other is where me, my husband and our daughter live.

Recently, after a night in town, my father in law and one of his friends fucked me in the rental house. They fucked me inside out like a rag doll. The amount of pounding on my pussy eventually made me tap out. The night finished with me taking multiple loads in my pussy and mouth.

Here is my issue - it was the best sex I have ever had. My mouth craved their cocks. It wants more. The way they passed my pussy back and forth to each other was nothing short of indescribable pleasure and fun. At one point they took my ass and my pussy at the same time. The noises coming out of my mouth were naughty, wild and deeply sexual.

These two men have double teamed me four times. Every time is intense and mind blowing. I cannot stop. I crave how they fuck me. However, I have intense guilt. I am basically the perfect storm of satisfaction and guilt after they leave.