A Sort Of Proposal, But It Was Up To Me

I went to lunch with a coworker who had his eyes on me. It was the usual gossip. After the bill when we left he walked me out with his hand on my shoulder. At the car he sat me and supervised as I put the seatbelt on. Which forced my top to tighten around my boobs. He took the opportunity to hold one of my boobs as he bent over and kissed me.

Once in the driver's seat, he informed me he was taking me to the X motel, and he was getting 'it' over with. He left me in the car and after taking a room drove around to park. I followed him into the building asking him to explain what it was all about. I followed him down the hall, into the room. When he pushed me on the bed I put my hand on his chest, 'what did he want?'

I did not undress. He had to undress me. While he unbuttoned his shirt I said what every woman about to be forced into sex says 'don't hurt me'. It was like attending a convention you didn't want to attend. While it was 'physical', he did have his dick in me, it was more of an argument. Why was he doing this?

After he was 'done' he told me to do with his sperm 'as you want'. We each got dressed, left the room and went back to work. The rest of the afternoon I stared at my screen, calling my roommate to tell her what had just happened. Back at the apartment my roommate had researched the plan B and was waiting to take me to the doctor. I told her that 'do as you want' didn't include that. He had obviously left his sperm in me, he could just as easily pulled out. No, I had to check with him first.

I talked to him the next day. He asked me if I was likely to get pregnant. Likely no, but probably yes. Then? It was 'my' sperm, he had given it to me. His g*ft. And he stood up, walked around his desk and kissed me.

No plan B. Wait and see. He had good aim because he hit a bullseye the first time. Now what? What was he going to do? I wasn't into being some unwed mother. 'So you want to get married?' What the fuck? Yes, I was pregnant with his baby. That's the 'only' reason he married me, because I wanted.

Still married, daughter number one graduated from high school. Number two is a rising sophomore.

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