I'm A One Man Woman, I Want To Belong To Him

I have a cousin who is twenty two years older than me. He is my 'uncle' really. I sat on his lap, he taught me to swim, ride a bike and go camping. I slept with him in his sleeping bag. He bathed me when I was four, combed my hair and took me to school. So when I fell and scr**ed my shin I went to him to clean my wound. I'm not a little girl, I'm a grown woman, but when I'm hurt or scared I go to him to clean me up, spank my bottom and send me back out to play,

Maybe I will be able to transfer my feelings to some other man. But I do not want to.